its hard to believe but it just wont leave
gasping to breathe my senses precieved
unavoidable events with annoying intent
as it torments my life before my attempt
at recovery, cuz the presents numbing-me
approach discovery thats above-from-me
unaware of whats arising the feelings hiding
its denying but i know its lying
in the face of destiny it wont get the best-of-me
i confess to thee, im scared of the rest-of-me
im not the only one just waitn for no one
lifes begun so im living whats been-done
on a path unknown, i cant postpone
what i do and don't, or what i own
fate brought me to this place, that i hate
looking to take away all the weight,
that my shoulder bares, my mind shares
deeply stare, and you'll see what isn't there....
..still gotta record this someday