Deep inside my soul my heart seems to resemble
These invisible tears that I feel drip down my face
To place my mind in a position of tough conditions
To depress me and access the world I vision
The world I imagine aint television or religion
But a collision of many things from different directions
Its a war everyday between my heart and brain
Cause when that shit starts my eyes begin to rain
To maintain my conscience and contain the nonsense
Its the pain when permanent and insane when intense
Cause shit is dense in the presence of thought
The sense of the essence cant be bought or taught
Everythings sugarcoated and commercialism rises
Cause this world visions cataclysm at high prices
CD's, DVD's, and games inflate in this system
Bling shines like a prism so I speak my words of wisdom
Shit then fucks a victim of this worlds insecurities
To stabilize the ability to move on from a hearts injury
Comin from the tear in me is the purity of my personality
Many inquires to decide whats best for me is my civility
Anger irritates me to agitate but endurance slows my agility
To show my ability is killin me when the skills compete
Problems never complete and hard to defeat but easy to retreat
GOD still and always will remain discrete to many people
To try to find answers by using lyrical lethal
Heart in me is hard to repair, when thoughts integrate
But its not like we care, when people dont appreciate