To: What Was I Made For

I remember the first time I was waiting in a parking lot for nothing for hours
While I was waiting I wrote a spider web with words that I guess maybe was ours
Another time I was waiting for hours at a golf club
No one ever came again and I guess that’s when I grew up

You should see the house they built there, where we were cursing out every car that drove by still not remembering the window for hours
Sometimes I wish i was just like them and I had super powers

You either ride or you collide
If I can’t feel or notice them jumping it’s fine
But what about those pics and why my life always on the line?
Pac… please don’t tell me you hate me too?
Cause I lost myself running back to you
And they put me in a weight class with some scandalous whore
NO MORE! I really can’t take it anymore

No one ever was coming and no one ever did
I got that - and thought for a minute maybe it was cause of his bid
Cause it can’t be over shit that I did
You either dead or you alive and that’s where I’m stuck at
Yeah I’m lucky you chose me but pac yo fuck that

I used to have a recurring dream standing on a dock
Every time in a different old fashioned dress and I would have it a lot
But eventually it stoped
Just don’t let me find out it’s over some dumb who get the best of who and who the better thot

I still don’t know, no one tells me facts and I can’t plan how I act I just do what I do and that’s the facts
Yeah it’s been about 1.5 weeks now they came back starting with the same sick attacks
It’s just the beginning and it always get worse
And I’m not suffering for someone else’s curse
Again pac?
Why nobody even care or make them stop when all their stripes can’t stand cause they never even been on the block?
How can you let them cut my hair
How can you sit there and watch me in despair
If you can let them do all that then you don’t give a fuck about me either
And then I can’t trust you neither

And I pray almost every night is the night they finally give me back to you
I know they stole me and understand that now too
Tell me something cause I don’t know what to do… this shouldn’t be about me when it’s your birthday 2… but I’m so effing tired and don’t know what to do

You listen to say goodbye… I was told my entire life it’s not me.
Yeah… me… shoe
They broke me again im broken tu
And they knew I grew up in mental too
Just fucking with my mother fucking head and refuse to give me back to you
I do it for 2:2

I always believed in God and I know that’s cause of you…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQ4KeFljCiU

I like how you word that, the way you merge raps, in a way that should concern ya.
You live in such a way that every single verse snaps, every single words cracked.
Drowning but I guess It's you who found ya.
The truth about the world remains so boundless.
Running through the storm can get so cloudy.
Picture every second of the wind keep bouncing.
Off the houses please don't doubt it.
Structure through out until they wonder where the doubt went.
Probably down wind now their down wins hit them with a round kick.
"You should never doubt him."

@Chree did you wake up one morning saying something instincts of a spider done crept up inside ya? I think you the new spider - that shit was right and I heard pac and biggie when I was reading it

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Tight*

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LOVE THAT BEAT TOO… I’m so excited the site coming back together again too

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2 I can never screw you
Even if I didn’t love you
That’s not why I said I do
It was a wedding game that kept me safe
Now he put and wanna replace, me
So you see - again
This shit isn’t the way it was supposed to be
But it’s true… 2 my family
My baby daddy